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[Em]I'm caught up in the [D]everyday trend[C]
Tied up by in[G]visible thread
[Em]Walking down a [D]razor-thin edge
And I [C]wake up tired, think I'm [G]better off dead
[Em]Been a few months since I [D]crossed over state [C]lines
Talk to my mom, fake smiles [G]over FaceTime
[Em]Drink all night till I [D]can't walk in a straight [C]line
Feel so low but I'm [G]high at the same time

[G]I can't keep my [Bm]feet on the [C]ground
And I'm [G]nervous what you'll [Bm]think of me [C]now
I'm [G]hoping that some[Bm]one comes a[C]round
Helps me [D]figure it [Em]out[Bm][C]

I [Em]think that I should [D]try to kill my [C]ego[G]
'Cause [Em]if I don't, my [D]ego might kill [C]me[G]
I'm [Em]all grown up but [D]somehow lately
I'm [C]acting like a [G]fucking baby
I'm [Em]really not as [D]happy as I [C]seem[G]

[Em]Still a little kid that can't make friends
[C]Wanna be invited, but I won't [D]attend
I've been [Em]having bad dreams my career could end
'Cause I [C]slip up when I should've played [D]pretend
[Em]Turned eighteen and I [D]left the city
Said, "I [C]wanna be cool, I don't [G]wanna be pretty"
The [Em]voices all came [D]crashing down
And said, "[C]You're too nice to [G]run this town"

[G]I can't keep my [Bm]feet on the [C]ground
And I'm [G]nervous what you'll [Bm]think of me [C]now
I'm [G]hoping that some[Bm]one comes a[C]round
Helps me [D]figure it [Em]out[Bm][C]

I [Em]think that I should [D]try to kill my [C]ego[G]
'Cause [Em]if I don't, my [D]ego might kill [C]me[G]
I'm [Em]all grown up but [D]somehow lately
I'm [C]acting like a [G]fucking baby
I'm [Em]really not as [D]happy as I [C]seem
[G]Nothing's as it [Em]seems[D][C]
[G]Nothing's as it [Em]seems[D][C][G]
And I'm [Em]all grown up but [D]somehow lately
I'm [C]acting like a [G]fucking baby
I'm [Em]really not that [D]happy being [C]me[G]

[C]I don't like the lie I'm living
I'm [D]way too nice and too forgiving
I [Em]wanna go back to the beginning
When it all felt right[D]
A [C]rooftop, Lower East Side, I'm singing
[D]Didn't give a fuck if I was winning
It's [Em]all done now, who am I kidding?

I'm doing way worse than I'm admitting

I [Em]think that I should [D]try to kill my [C]ego[G]
'Cause [Em]if I don't, my [D]ego might kill [C]me[G]
I'm [Em]all grown up but [D]somehow lately
I'm [C]acting like a [G]fucking baby
I'm [Em]really not as [D]happy as I [C]seem
[G]Nothing's as it [Em]seems[D][C]
[G]Nothing's as it [Em]seems[D][C][G]
And I'm [Em]all grown up but [D]somehow lately
I'm [C]acting like a [G]fucking baby
I'm [Em]really not that [D]happy being [C]me